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[Wed 8 Jan @ 10:29am] |
i'm not sure whether it'll be a private journal or public just yet. i'll get around to making my mind up at some point, until then i'll let the wind take me wherever. it happens to be here lately.
public. :] livejournal's been made private.
! journal entry is kept at top !
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| go fuck yourself. |
[Sat 2 Oct @ 3:55pm] |
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halo reach ost - we remember |
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you're family, but that doesn't mean shit to me. i hate the way you talk to me and i fucking hate your arrogance; you have no reason to belittle me for being a full-time student and working toward a bigger career when you're in-fucking-debt. your posturing in front of family members is bullshit. your personality is bullshit. your lack of fucking tact is obscene. i always let it pass, i always turn the other cheek, i never taunt you seriously or look to offend you. you're my brother, i treat you like a brother... but you've never given me the same courtesy. it always ends in the same manner.
i'm done and it saddens me to be done, but i don't feel like having you push me towards being an emotional wreck that can't discern caring from shit-talking. i don't want to be hateful like you. i'm working toward something and granted i could be doing a better job about it, but it's no reason for you to say i don't deserve my fiance. that was the last of it.
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| tilting. |
[Mon 24 May @ 11:40pm] |
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florence and the machine - cosmic love |
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you are infuriating, childish, and hurtful.
and yet the story will be told that i always am and always will be the beast. and you the beauty.
you do these things because i have let you get away with them in the past.
no more. i will not stand for it. if you do not want this, if you cannot know this, then you do not deserve me.
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